6/13/23

wow... 2 months later and im back with a site makeover and a journal entry... Yay!! uhm. sorry for leaving randomly and suddenly i got super paranoid and sort of just nuked my online presence for a bit... LMFAO. but i'm back and think it's just cause one of my friends is also back on the site so i'm a bit more comfy cause when i just sit up here by myself i slowly start getting the itch to fucking bail cause i'm scared people are stalking me LMFAO. so i redid the background and stuff, made it sort of match with the whole "chocolate" thing. i think it looks cute, i wanted to add a header/banner but everytime it did it wouldn't do the thing i wanted it to do or it would break the whole site so i just settled for a divider thing =_= we'll have a header eventually guys. i'll add a cursor soon..

so a week ago i was in ny and i had a lot of fun, i did not shop as much as i was hoping to but i did get some cute erasers that ill upload here later another time and some little dumbass object show cake plush that maybe ill upload too but that was it. i did buy some new clothes on depop that i'm pretty happy about... i really want a new lolita skirt though but i wasn't able to find one >_> i wanted just a skirt though cause its cheaper than a jsk or just an entire dress and it's a bit more casual. i want to wear my pieces to school and regular stuff too yknow. but that will have to wait. i got a new cute little black vest and a new blouse that i might make detachble sleeves for. i REALLY want a blouse with detachble skeeves cause they're just SOOOOOO cute!! but i have to wait cause all the ones at the stores i shop at are sold out TT_TT it's okay.

uhmm but other than that i ate a lot of yummy food in ny and got to see some pretty cool broadway shows. i saw hadestown which i cant tell if i liked more or the harry potter one i saw (my mom made me see it do not run up here calling me a transphobe!!!) but the theatrics for both and the set design i thought were pretty good for both so i can't tell which one i liked the most.

i'm home now though. and i've been just working and stuff and saving up for this con while me and my friend make a dream witch cosplay + salvage my stupid ugly malleus wig LMFAO. i don't think i'll be doing any much else other than that. i've been playing a lot of minecraft with my friends lately which i'm pretty sure i was doing my last entry? so LOL. we're on a new server though and it's beautiful and amazing and awesome and pretty soooo yea maybe ill show pics of that soon. i'm also making merchandise for this show me an my friends like cause there's genuinely no merch for it so we have to take matters into our own hands... once that stuff's done maybe ill show it all here :]

other than that i think that's all i have to say... right now my priorities are 1. con 2. closet 3. furniture 4. getting into uni so Yaaaaayy. i've been really enjoying life when i really think about and i just think i have a cute little life i actually am happy. i work at cute donut shop... i am a cute girl... i have many good friends... i'm in school... i wear cute stuff like ok maybe it's not all that bad. at least not how it used to be. i'm no longer fucked up and brooding (for now).